Theres some people on my facebook saying shit like:
“america sucks, the government is corrupt we kill people with our weapons” you have to learn that EVERYWHERE sucks and your mommies and daddies know well enough that this was the best place to raise you you fucking pricks
I wish i can shake this feeling off. You dont matter to me anymore. but every time i think about it i get angrier and angrier. i wish for a night or day where you can see me again and im at my best. well who wouldnt want that. but when does that ever happen? i wish it doesnt repeat through my fucking mind over and over again. but when random topics float up in the air and your name arises i cant help it. i need to let go of this whole situation because it already passed. And i cant do nothing about it. it fucking makes me so fucking angry inside. i feel like im stuck in a giant deep hole and im screaming but not a single soul can hear me. i need to get so many things off of my mind. I guess this is why ive been foggy headed. but whatever. i guess i just have to keep growing and learning about it. I hope shit turns out well soon. to be honest, i feel like i deserve it.